Because of You

My life's falling apart,
I just can't take anymore.
Love me with your heart,
And not a closed door.
I'm sucked into a black hole,
Can't find a way out.
I have only one goal,
To be rid of my doubt.
If I could just end it all,
Then it would be great.
Or if I could put up a wall,
That'll block me from your hate.
My world's full of pain,
All because of your foolish games.
What have I to gain,
When all you call me are names?
Leaving a stain on my heart, permanent,
You pound on me night and day.
Acting like you're so damn dominant,
You've turned my life so gray.
So gray, my colour starting to fade,
Feels like my heart is thrown away.
If only I had a single blade,
I could end it all today.
Just one blade and you'll be rid of me,
Just one blade and I'm gone forever.
Myself you'll never have to see,
And, for you, I'll breathe never.
Am I as big a problem as you make me?
Am I that bad?
How can it be,
That you can make me so sad?
Because of you, I hang my head.
Because of you, I can't heal my wound.
Because of you, I wish I was dead.
Because of you, I welcome my tomb.