Masked

Today I am fine,
Time on my side.
Family not fighting,
Bullies not bothering.
Today I am not here,
I am away.
My mind is in paradise,
While my soul id in eternal sacrifice.
I masked myself,
It's a floral scent,
Over top of a sweaty odor.
My stones are now diamonds.
It all is fake.
The masks I make,
So that I don't fall,
Fall into your hole of deceit.
Hole of hate,
Hole of never ending nothing.
Masked so that you do not see,
What really bothers me.